The Joyful Mystery 9.21.21

Part 1 of 3 in honor of 54-day novena petition: Healing my relationship with my mother who flew into the stars 15 years ago.

*reprinted from Facebook, contemplation/reflection on the rosary mysteries in the year 2021.

The Joyful Mystery
Day 13
September 21, 2021

Through roots and womb, Motherwort sends out her soothing signals.
The newborn suckles the nipple relaying messages to the cervix.
This will hurt, this will heal. Settle.
HER body resonates with all the mother’s birthings through space and time.

The newborn suckles the nipple replaying messages to the cervix.
Celebrating my birth mother, joy-filled at having a daughter.
HER body resonates with all the mother’s birthings through space and time.
Celebrate the moments of laughter previously hidden.
Celebrating my birth mother, joy-filled at having a daughter.
A prayer of forgiveness and a healing.
Celebrate the moments of laughter previously hidden.
No need for admonishment or finger pointing.

A prayer of forgiveness and a healing.
I anchor into an unknown quantum field.
No need for admonishment or finger pointing.
I plant this rose for you.

I anchor into an unknown quantum field.
We agreed to the interplay of mother and daughter.
I plant this rose for you.
A structure built on hope and faith.

We agreed to the interplay of mother and daughter.
No receiving of what you had to offer.
A structure built on hope and faith.
This was our first agreement; I wouldn’t allow you to love me.

No receiving of what you had to offer.
I pushed you away at every turn.
This was our first agreement; I wouldn’t allow you to love me.
In the realm of understanding kindness of the heart is required.

I pushed you away at every turn.
My armor cold and unyielding.
In the realm of understanding, kindness of the heart is required.
I can see you now, only wanting to protect.
My armor cold and unyielding.
You loved me regardless in the ways you knew how.I can see you know, only wanting to protect.
Love shows itself in many forms.

You loved me regardless, in the ways you knew how.
Your love for baking and sewing me a dress from scratch.
Love shows itself in many forms.
The un-named, unseen, the sacred; you gave me your love for Mary.

Your love for baking and sewing me a dress from scratch.
Wanting to be a nun, life had other plans.
The un-named, unseen, the sacred; you gave me your love for Mary.
Our foundation was dismantled and transformed.

Wanting to be a nun, life had other plans.
The mantle of Our Lady protecting me even then.
Our foundation was dismantled and transformed.
A nearness of the thinnest veil of separation.

The mantle of Our Lady protecting me even then.
A duality created to make us think we are separate and alone.
A nearness of the thinnest veil of separation.
Encoded with faith while swimming in your womb.

A duality created to make us think we are separate and alone.
In truth, the greatest mystery of all was being uncovered as I moved on this earth.
Encoded in faith while swimming in your womb.
You and I were born of the same mother, ARE the Mother.

In truth, the greatest mystery of all was being uncovered as I moved on this earth.
Through roots and womb, Motherwort sends out her soothing signals.
You and I were born of the same mother, ARE the Mother.
This will hurt, this will heal. Settle.


The Herbcrafter’s Tarot
Madre of Air: Motherwort
(Madre of Air representing the Queen of Swords in traditional tarot deck.)
Motherwort: leonuris cardiaca; a perennial plant in the mint family. May be useful as a tonic for the heart and a remedy for reproductive issues. Learn more here: http://www.very well health.com/the-benefits

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